Anger & Mad

Lots of things happened that makes me feels bad and I'm trapped by my twisted ankle. It's much terrible this time as my mom is in HK. May be some people hopes that there will be a family to support him/her or have a home to hide out when something bad happened.

I DO NOT have that idea in my mind when I was very young.

The reason that I still did not move out is only because I'm the only son of a single-parent.

Until now, things only become worst and worst. I did tried many time in the past but the result always makes me depress.

Is this really my home or just a house for shelter?

I really don't care my family much. May be that's one of the reasons that I do not prefer to have my own kids. I don't think it's a good idea to bring along those bad memories to the next generation. They are already fragile enough.